...precious....

Dear precious...

You are everything to me...

You mean everything 2 me...

Without u i'm useless...

Without you i'm nothing...

Promise me u take good care of me?

Promise me u will make me your's?

Promise me u will b happy with me?

Promise precious?

Please....

My self needs u...

My heart needs u...

My soul needs u...

My whole me needs u...

I can't bare thinking u will not b there...

I can't bare thinking u would not b mine....

I can't bare thinking u would not love me...

Precious...

U r my everything....

please....i can;t stop it from falling...

Arghhhh...!!....i can't stop it!!...it keeps pouring down like rain...i hate it when i feel like this...how do i feel now??..dissapointed?angry?mad?...i don't know!!...i just hate 2 feel like this....can any1 lend me their shoulders??...i can't control it anymore....i hate it!!...i have feelings....i have feelings 2 b taken care of...i just feel like crying...

Time like this u just don't know where or whom 2 turn to...if i could, i would have run away far far away from other people...you just feel like being alone yet u need not to...u just can't!..the strenghth is not enough yet.....why?why?why?...it's 2 precious for me 2 let go...without it i would b lost...without it i'll b nothing....NOTHING...n anyting else would b meaningless for me..!!...

Too precious....too too precious!!....

I just want u....

Why is it so hard?....i know how u feel...seriously...u know i can't bare seeing u like this....i just can't....i didn't asked for everything 2 happen...i just want u 2 b happy....if ure down, then i'll feel it 2....baby, just b strong....it is an easy job i know...n i would say the same thing 2....i felt it for 4 month...what i want u 2 do is just get the experience of doing different things...patient is what u need right now...how i wish i was with u da 1st 4 month....how i can see u could play with calculator n i can't...i don't even go near it at all...coz it's useless in my place....do u know how i feel seeing other people was doing wat they like?...do u know how i feel when people keep on saying u shouldn't go for the one i do now??...but i wouldn't care less...i started 2 like it there....it's just that i felt like every1 would always come for me 2 depend on...i am da one who would do all the simplest job there....i just want 2 learn...just for the sake of the upcoming subject...if it was not for that i wouldn't even bother 2 go there....seriously.....

baby....u know how much u means 2 me...ure happiness is everything for me...if changing back would b da best way, then be it....i would b willing 2 do it....

I just want u 2 b happy....2gether with me...