31st August , 2010

Happy Merdeka Day 2 every1!!...

Since it's fasting month so no firework could b seen from subang...i'm sure KL is pack of all kinda people...so better not go out 2 KL...the boredom is killing me ryte now...urghhhh..!!...

Everything has been done...cleaning da whole house=check, cleaning my room=check...n now wat am i doing?..doin nothing while typing my post here...where is my boyfie?..enjoying himself playing DOTA...great...n i'm all alone stuck in da house....

Kalau lah kat kampus dulu at ada gak kwn2 yg nk p lepak kat bilik diaorg....nk study?..wat 2 study??...no exam for da whole sem!!..at least dats a great thing 2 know about...:p...

LUCKLY my dear boss didn;t asked me 2 work 2 day!..nk maen fb, haish..gile bosan...so drpd xwat pape i google on korean drama 2 watch...n here i found one...'THE WOMEN WHO STILL WANTS TO MARRY'...hahah...best jugak cite nie...

So for u guys, HAPPY HOLIDAY...!...really looking forward for next week...RAYA!!..yahoooooo...

For now...

why,why and why...

We will always try 2 impress other but at tyme, our self aren't enough 2 b impress by other's...

people says i'm 2 nice 2 other's, but the one who will get hurt the most is me...i tried 2 follow da flow, but sometimes the flow is just 2 fast 4 me 2 catch up...

When u are depress, your boyfie is the best part that u will have dat tyme...but sometimes, u just needed your own besties...i don't know...every thing i do now there will always somewhere somehow wrong in other people's eyes...

I just feel like i'm 2 tired of all these crazinest...i just feel like running away...from all the problem that comes by...i'm trying my best 2 b patient...but.....

Problem would come and go...i will always follow other people tyme schedule, but when it's my own schedule, it would always b turn down...i'm just so dissapointed...yes..blame on me...everything let me carry by my own...i just can't think about it any more...

hhmmppp~

When was da last tyme i updated my blog?..i also can't remember when...writing @ typing or updating blog needs a lil bit mood...

Now is already ramadhan month...yet a lot of problem tend 2 come around dis tyme...but all of this is just a minor dugaan for me...i know it is,...i'm struggling 2 face my own problem now...haishhh...i don't know...i just don't know what 2 tink n what 2 do...

I'm lucky i ave bf which supports me from a-z....n im happy im surrounded with frens and cuz dat cares 4 me...mia, aween, ina, intan n zue...i'm glad u guys r there 4 me...how i wish qis wuz ere 2...it just feel ages since da last tyme i met her...oh qis do come back fast!..n i know mia is missing u like crazy also....i just miss da tyme dat we had spent 2gether...sleeping over n stuff...seriusly i missed dat tyme...

SYAZA!..b strong!...tyme moves fast...soon u'll b on ure own standing on ure 2 big foot...i just wish i could decrease da burden dat my dad carries..dats y no matter how i hate working life i just hope da tyme will come quick...at least after working life i could help my parents n not burden them anymore...

there's just a few month left 2 go...less than a year n im off...oh i just can't wait...i'm tired studying...hopefully i could finished my degree with flying colours...do pray 4 me!...so until then...tada..

xoxo...