...precious....

Dear precious...

You are everything to me...

You mean everything 2 me...

Without u i'm useless...

Without you i'm nothing...

Promise me u take good care of me?

Promise me u will make me your's?

Promise me u will b happy with me?

Promise precious?

Please....

My self needs u...

My heart needs u...

My soul needs u...

My whole me needs u...

I can't bare thinking u will not b there...

I can't bare thinking u would not b mine....

I can't bare thinking u would not love me...

Precious...

U r my everything....

please....i can;t stop it from falling...

Arghhhh...!!....i can't stop it!!...it keeps pouring down like rain...i hate it when i feel like this...how do i feel now??..dissapointed?angry?mad?...i don't know!!...i just hate 2 feel like this....can any1 lend me their shoulders??...i can't control it anymore....i hate it!!...i have feelings....i have feelings 2 b taken care of...i just feel like crying...

Time like this u just don't know where or whom 2 turn to...if i could, i would have run away far far away from other people...you just feel like being alone yet u need not to...u just can't!..the strenghth is not enough yet.....why?why?why?...it's 2 precious for me 2 let go...without it i would b lost...without it i'll b nothing....NOTHING...n anyting else would b meaningless for me..!!...

Too precious....too too precious!!....

I just want u....

Why is it so hard?....i know how u feel...seriously...u know i can't bare seeing u like this....i just can't....i didn't asked for everything 2 happen...i just want u 2 b happy....if ure down, then i'll feel it 2....baby, just b strong....it is an easy job i know...n i would say the same thing 2....i felt it for 4 month...what i want u 2 do is just get the experience of doing different things...patient is what u need right now...how i wish i was with u da 1st 4 month....how i can see u could play with calculator n i can't...i don't even go near it at all...coz it's useless in my place....do u know how i feel seeing other people was doing wat they like?...do u know how i feel when people keep on saying u shouldn't go for the one i do now??...but i wouldn't care less...i started 2 like it there....it's just that i felt like every1 would always come for me 2 depend on...i am da one who would do all the simplest job there....i just want 2 learn...just for the sake of the upcoming subject...if it was not for that i wouldn't even bother 2 go there....seriously.....

baby....u know how much u means 2 me...ure happiness is everything for me...if changing back would b da best way, then be it....i would b willing 2 do it....

I just want u 2 b happy....2gether with me...

31st August , 2010

Happy Merdeka Day 2 every1!!...

Since it's fasting month so no firework could b seen from subang...i'm sure KL is pack of all kinda people...so better not go out 2 KL...the boredom is killing me ryte now...urghhhh..!!...

Everything has been done...cleaning da whole house=check, cleaning my room=check...n now wat am i doing?..doin nothing while typing my post here...where is my boyfie?..enjoying himself playing DOTA...great...n i'm all alone stuck in da house....

Kalau lah kat kampus dulu at ada gak kwn2 yg nk p lepak kat bilik diaorg....nk study?..wat 2 study??...no exam for da whole sem!!..at least dats a great thing 2 know about...:p...

LUCKLY my dear boss didn;t asked me 2 work 2 day!..nk maen fb, haish..gile bosan...so drpd xwat pape i google on korean drama 2 watch...n here i found one...'THE WOMEN WHO STILL WANTS TO MARRY'...hahah...best jugak cite nie...

So for u guys, HAPPY HOLIDAY...!...really looking forward for next week...RAYA!!..yahoooooo...

For now...

why,why and why...

We will always try 2 impress other but at tyme, our self aren't enough 2 b impress by other's...

people says i'm 2 nice 2 other's, but the one who will get hurt the most is me...i tried 2 follow da flow, but sometimes the flow is just 2 fast 4 me 2 catch up...

When u are depress, your boyfie is the best part that u will have dat tyme...but sometimes, u just needed your own besties...i don't know...every thing i do now there will always somewhere somehow wrong in other people's eyes...

I just feel like i'm 2 tired of all these crazinest...i just feel like running away...from all the problem that comes by...i'm trying my best 2 b patient...but.....

Problem would come and go...i will always follow other people tyme schedule, but when it's my own schedule, it would always b turn down...i'm just so dissapointed...yes..blame on me...everything let me carry by my own...i just can't think about it any more...

hhmmppp~

When was da last tyme i updated my blog?..i also can't remember when...writing @ typing or updating blog needs a lil bit mood...

Now is already ramadhan month...yet a lot of problem tend 2 come around dis tyme...but all of this is just a minor dugaan for me...i know it is,...i'm struggling 2 face my own problem now...haishhh...i don't know...i just don't know what 2 tink n what 2 do...

I'm lucky i ave bf which supports me from a-z....n im happy im surrounded with frens and cuz dat cares 4 me...mia, aween, ina, intan n zue...i'm glad u guys r there 4 me...how i wish qis wuz ere 2...it just feel ages since da last tyme i met her...oh qis do come back fast!..n i know mia is missing u like crazy also....i just miss da tyme dat we had spent 2gether...sleeping over n stuff...seriusly i missed dat tyme...

SYAZA!..b strong!...tyme moves fast...soon u'll b on ure own standing on ure 2 big foot...i just wish i could decrease da burden dat my dad carries..dats y no matter how i hate working life i just hope da tyme will come quick...at least after working life i could help my parents n not burden them anymore...

there's just a few month left 2 go...less than a year n im off...oh i just can't wait...i'm tired studying...hopefully i could finished my degree with flying colours...do pray 4 me!...so until then...tada..

xoxo...

~liyana's wedding~

First things goes first...

well well well, congratulation liyana & shah on their wedding...!!!..

i just can't believe ure like da 1st fren of mine dat get 2 feel being a married women 1st!!..

im happy for u dear...

Da wedding was great!!!...

i get 2 meet few sri amanian's peeps...

it's like wat??..almost 4years since i've met them all..

damn....miss da old tyme in school...

well, storieing about liyana, she was my classmate in FORM 1..hehe..

long tyme huh...well, she was always nice 2 me..naimah, sheila n shaheera 2...

n after finishing high school, we all went on our different path...

liyana continue her studies in NZ...

so mmg xjmpa lah namanye...

but then, unexpected tings happen...

my beloved cuzzen(kaksue niza) plak kawin ngn abg hafiz which is liyana's cuzzen..

i can't remember which year...

so...2 b not so specific, me n liyana r not directly related but indirectly related...

so i've seen her a few tyme's then...

then tetb ilang blk...haha..

only fb n friendster connects us....

then it came 2 da wedding day...

dat wuz da tyme i met her in her beautiful white gown...

seriusly u look gorgeous dear...

n dat is when i jmpa blk sri amanian peeps....

i do miss all of u so much!!

well...to liyana, congratulation...i know shah loves u damn much even tho i dun really know him but i surely do know its true...

hope u r happy, coz im happy 4 u...

love u always...xoxo...

p/s: i can't stop myself from saying it everytyme i post a new post in ere....syg...i love u!!...miss u damn much!!!...can't wait till our tyme comes...heeeeeeeeeee...xoxo